My heart is becoming a breeding ground for those things that we as humans call feelings. I guess it's human nature to catch these from time to time but for me it's a difficult task because over the years I have had to place a steel frame around my heart. I know you're thinking she's always talking about being a free spirit and giving & receiving love freely and now she over here having issues with catching feelings. F.Y.I. people I'm human!!! (Insert me screaming to the top of my lungs here) Trying to decide if it's wise to become vested in someone that you're kinda digging can be a rather difficult task. I'm a firm believer in building a solid foundation of friendship prior to pursuing more with someone. My question is how does one put those "FEELINGS" away so that they don't taint the friendship during the growth process? This is my current dilemma. Wanting to give more than what's required has been something that I have always had a habit of doing. On the other hand who's to say that I'm give too much? I have a habit of taking on a "MOM" role in relationships. How does one stop doing this? And once the friendship is established how does one move on to the second phase without there being a disconnect? I just want to take my time and build a healthy long lasting relationship with someone that I can call my best friend.
