Monday, July 2, 2012

Mommy Blues

I know it's been a minute since I posted a blog .... Can you say busy LOL ...

Not really just lazy and not sure if I wanted to post my thoughts.

Last week, the loneliness set in.

I've been mom for 15 years and have never gone this long without seeing my turtles(kids). My kids bring me joy & life; they're my best friends(insert smile here).   

I broke down and told their dad that he could bring them home today. I didn't feel so bad about it because they have been wanting to come home since week 1, but I wouldn't let them. This comes as a relief to their dad because he didn't have a clue what to do with them since he's used to being the weekend dad.

Now don't get me wrong.  He's an awesome dad that's still learning ( I must give credit when credit is due and he loves his kids).  I will say that this whole experience has brought us a little closer and improved our communication with each other, and I thank GOD daily for that blessing.

I think I really broke down last night when mini me calls me at 12am and says "mom (whispering LOL) the wind is talking, and I'm scared" then she asked if I could hear it and of course I couldn't LOL.   We talked for about 30 minutes.

The moment our call ended, the wind started blowing and it started to rain.  That's when I knew I needed my babies home with me. I can't wait to see them (ALL SMILES)!