My current thoughts....

I put on this brave face daily as if everything is perfect when the truth is I am slightly hurting
I'm at some what of a breaking point
i really wish that there was a way to just shut my brain down for a day or two so that I wouldn't have to think about the things that are going on with in this box that I call life
I have a best friend that refuses to talk to me because she feels that her point of view is the only one that counts. And I believe that the only way to resolve difference are to talk about it
The love of my life is thousands of miles away and I have this over whelming need to have him by my side right now. I have two teenagers who are going through life changes.
A mother that has nothing better to do then be little people in order to make herself feel good about herself because she's 450lbs and has given up on life.
I'm trying to stay focused and make like work for me but its extremely hard when I'm always thinking

I pray daily and allow God to guide my steps and I'm quite sure that he is on his job and I really don't worry . Its just the fact that I know that these things exist that my brain is in constant over drive ...

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Self Evaluation

Evaluating Self

I had a conversation with my child self, and although she is younger than me she's been here longer, so we listened to each other and shared the silence of our words. She had imagined me, and I was interested to know how she felt about who we had become. I was her dream, as she is my memory. So we shared our thoughts and listened to the visions of our silence. A peace filled exchange~ The Floacist ~ 


I read this and it made me think how often do we do self evaluations. Its so important to take a moment and reflect on one's life and life choices.  

I'm so NOT a fan of disrespectful kids

So today I observed this conversation between grandmother and grand child:

grandmother: Come here

child: Not right now I'm busy (smacks teeth then sighs)

grandmother: Okay let me know when your done

Now I'm going to stop the conversation right here. This child was being flat out disrespectful to the grandmother.

The child is only 8 yrs old and runs the household. Now the grandmother frequently complains about the grandson being disrespectful but my question is WHY? She's the reason he's the way that he is so why complain . I know back in the day if I had fixed my lips to say something like that I would have lost my ability to chew. The sad part is that the grandmother is my mother and the grandson is my nephew SMH.Thankfully my children have been tought to respect their elders. I just think it's sad when I see kids disrespecting their elders.

Today my first born and only son turned 14. No matter how old he gets he's still my baby boy (sniff,sniff) It seems like just yesterday we were watching Sesame Street and singing our ABC's. 

Something NEW

Where should I begin ... I'm not an avid "blogger" so excuse me for being me LOL . I'm just here to share my thoughts about life and things that I find interesting. Every blue moon I may have a vent session or two. I also have a youtube channel http://www.youtube.com/user/msgoodkarma101 & twitter follow me @gigiisblessed. I'm looking forward to meeting new people and sharing my thoughts ....