Trapped

Being trapped in love with someone who can never be yours is such a hard thing to deal with.

When I think about all the years that I've spent loving you, it opens old wounds that were once healed. What's weird, though, is that it's a pain that I don't want to go away. Its one of those good kinda aches that make you moan.

When you say I miss you, I love you & you tell me how beautiful I am, I know in my heart it's the truth .

But she's still there & reality sinks in. I am NOT yours & you are NOT mine. It's sad when the heart wants what it can not have.